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Retreating to the isolation inside my room
curling up in a blanket of misery
Memories replay and corrupt my peaceful slumber
they reiterate
"You're not good enough."
"You disgust me."
"Nobody cares about you."
Tears stream down my mask
The negative thoughts have made the positive evanesce
I just want to be left
Alone
curling up in a blanket of misery
Memories replay and corrupt my peaceful slumber
they reiterate
"You're not good enough."
"You disgust me."
"Nobody cares about you."
Tears stream down my mask
The negative thoughts have made the positive evanesce
I just want to be left
Alone
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I Need You.
What if I need you to stop me?
What if I need you to stop me making myself sick for the fifth time today?
What if I need you to stop me running that razor across my wrist tonight?
But I've got to not need you anymore...
Where are you?
Where are you when I swallow all those pills?
Where are you when I run out of a classroom bursting into tears?
But you're not here for me anymore...
Who can I talk to?
Who can I talk to when I don't want to eat for four days?
Who can I talk to when I can't take things anymore?
But you don't really care anymore....
Who can give me that support?
Who's going to tell me it's okay to be scared?
Who's go
Literature
In Between Dreams
In Between Dreams
A fragment of a second
Just one slight glance
You're the only person
That puts me in a trance
I feel so close to you
But I am so far away
If only you knew
I felt this way
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To fully express this feeling
It's like raw torture at heart
Because you live on without knowing
And it makes me desire you even more
A solace night of dreaming
I thought I never would have it
This longing luxury of sleeping
It's what I've always wanted
I thought it was too much to ask for
A sense of rest and relief
I feel as if it's more than I deserve
It's been so long since I had this nightmaric disease
I wish you could know
Of the peace that yo
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What is wrong with me?
I'm a monster
I'm a freak
Save yourself
Stay away
I lash out
I break
I hurt
I'm sorry
I lost control
For one moment
Pushed over the edge
It was too much
I can't believe it
What is wrong with me?
How could I do this?
It won't happen again
But still stay away
Why not?
Why be near me?
What good is there to hold by?
Theres one light left
One candle
On the outside
To relight the others inside
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My second poem for creative writing!
I did free verse poetry all week and my teacher told us to write 2 poems picking from subjects he gave us.
One subject I choose was "Being depressed."
This is the result....I like free verse poetry, but I enjoy rhyming though which apparently is illegal when writing free verse SoOoOo.....Yay!
I did free verse poetry all week and my teacher told us to write 2 poems picking from subjects he gave us.
One subject I choose was "Being depressed."
This is the result....I like free verse poetry, but I enjoy rhyming though which apparently is illegal when writing free verse SoOoOo.....Yay!
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I AM THIS. I feel you.