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I've said my goodbye and I've ripped off my wings
It hurts my heart but I need to get over these feelings
I've suffered for so long under your reign
and I think it's about time that I end all this pain

I'm starting my journey into the begotten future
To find all the missing pieces of my heart that I need to nurture
I'll have to search far and wide and it make take a few years
but I'll grow as a person and face many of my fears

As I slowly grow older and farther from you
I'll never forget our memories and the day that you knew
that I was too much for you or maybe to little
and decided to leave me behind and not to dwindle

Sometime

BeautyBeauty rose out of that silent sea,
Her eyes were tepid with wild thunder,
And then she turned and looked at me.
Me; a meagre man who knew no lady fair,
Nor one of care as she snaps my heart asunder.

Beauty flew up to that sinister sky,
Her lips were dark with mad desire,
And then she turned and started to cry.
Cry; a crude curse who knew no mortal smile,
Nor one so vile as she scars my aura in fire.

Beauty stood up on that scarlet skin,
Her locks were rouge with quiet rain,
And then she turned and walked on sin.
Sin; a sordid spirit who knew no lover true,
Nor one in clue as she saves me from my pain.

another tearanother tear falls to the floor,
cold, salt, wet,
tears that no one cares for,
another tear uncaught,
another tear left to fall and disapear like so many before it,
this tear is the last,
the last of so many tears that have fallen ver 14 years of existance,
its the last because there are no more left,
another kid,
left hopeless,
worthless,
left to be blown away in the breeze,
left to there own devices to make a mess,
left to drown in the never ending depths of sorrow,
no one to lend a hand and throw them a life ring,
no on to lend a paddle to them,
as they crash down the rapids of life,
for some kids,
these rapids have massi

Crimson ThoughtsGoing through the day
Always wondering if every things okay
Feeling you through our mind link
Wondering what will happen if for a second I blink

There has never been a day
Where I didn't wonder if I should say
What goes through my mind
Looking, just looking for a sign

I can feel the blood all over my hands
I can see the hour glass of sand
Running out and out of time
Blood just running out in a line

Life is there in my grasp
But nothing matters if its our last
Day, breath, blink, smile
It's so bad I feel infantile

I just want to be there
Held in your arms without a care
I just want to live life
Be together without the strife

Lies and Demons BreathLets dance the dance of lies
Breathe the breath of death
Smile the Smiles of terror disguised
Then make sure there is nothing left

Lets tear down the dragons keep
Scorn the angels and watch them bleed
Call forth the ravens and vultures
Bowing to demons and demons torture

Call down Zeus' lightning
Summon Poseidon's raging sea
Pay Charon to ride the river styx
And breathe in the black smoke of Hades'

Hold the devils hand and smile
Travel the planes of crying ghosts
We'll rest here a while
Until it is time to go

Deepest FeelingHave you ever had that deep feeling inside of you?
You want to say something but you just can't
It's okay to feel that way
I'm just asking if you ever felt that way

There's something deep inside of me
A question I really want to ask Kelsey
Do you think she will see me as a knight in shinny armor?
Yes I know we are friends but I just want to know

I really want to ask her
I think she already knows that I want to ask
She's a very smart girl
That or maybe I just left too many clues answered

I don't know but it's deep inside
My heart has questions that wants to be released
Released from the glass that it's behind
I need to stop bei

AbandonedAbandoned

Am I alone,
Or abandoned?
Do I choose to be by myself?
Is it just that no one is around?
Or did everyone leave me?
Did I do something wrong?
Did I put this upon myself?
Was it my lies?
My personality?
My attitude?
My feelings?

Did I push everyone away?
Or did they push me away?
Is this my fate?
To be forever alone?
To cry myself to sleep every night?
For no one to hold me tight,
Or to talk to me,
Or ask what's going on with me?
Am I alone?
Or am I
Abandoned?

A Story Isn't Always A Fairy TaleLife's a story
But it doesn't mean
It'll have a happy ending
By the end of the last page

Tears could be flowing down
Cause the main charactor
Could of died

You could feel
A little disappointed
Cause the main charactor
Was left alone
Never to be written of again

You could feel happy
Cause they did have a perfect life
You enjoyed reading about

But since
Life's a book
Short or long

The pages
Can become empty
As the remaining words
Are filled with sharp sorrow and pain

By the end of the book
The charactor
Will already of faded away
As the inspiration of the book
Would of been
A real person

A Reason To DieAny given memory

Regaining my attention
Everytime you're near me
As time passes
Something falls
Out of place
Now this wish

Turned to ash
Over passing into shadows

Dwelling inside every shred
Inside us which holds
Even the smallest bit of sorrow

DreamsYou repaired my heart
Placing it gently
On ice
As it pounds slower and slower
Keeping a piece
On Your soul
So I know your words are true
Never letting it all end
As your tears disappear
Telling me you love me
Cause I still miss you
Secrets from everyone
Say your thinking of me
Lets rebuild the past
Cover up scars
Of unraveling shattered memories
Let me lay in your arms
As I dream about you
If only this
Was a true reality..

Engraved In My SoulAs you called quits
Nothing seemed right
Time cursed my heart
Everytime your voice
Your face
Are seen through my gaze
It'll pound
As it rots inside
In years time
It'll be stone cold
About to drop forever
Into the darkest abyss
To dwell
As it gets stitched
Comming undone slowly
Love is seeping into my fear
Yet memories dwell
In my broken dreams
Of the cold past

Faded MemorySomeone special,
He I once knew..
I fell for him,

Years pass..
Bridge which was so strong..
Now so fragile,

Can't the past..
Dance and the future sleeps,
Why does everything must end..

Love is senseless..
Knowing you'll risk it all,
Just for eternal happyness..

Which can only last years..
It'll grow old..
And blur out,

Photographs will burn,
Notes will tear..
Tears will escape,

Tell me why..
Love is like this,
Why I fell for my friend,

Sometimes its cruel,
Unjust or just stupid,
Tell me why..

He's gone now,
Everything inside..
Is so hollow and lifeless,

Answer that..
Then path to happyness..
Will open,

Until then

Sorry to DisappointThe battle of life is not over yet
Continue living this life that isn't really yours
Even though people say it is
The definition of people; mainly writers and copies

The world is full of copy cats
I see them and I feel two things for them
I feel some sort of anger, but then I love these people
Love them enough to die for them

These copycats don't notice me
Even if they did the reaction is always the same
Just another face or just another person not to care about
I actually perfer that; they don't know what I am

Some people drift away because of my love for my Savior; the only one to truly love me
Some people drift away because of my attire

Loosing SomeoneI swear I saw you..
Just before
The sun finally set,

I saw you
Running towards me
As I recall you
Jumping to hug me,

The wind blew
As you disappeared..

Now I'm confused and alone..
I guess I'll wait here,
By the tree
We first met at..

What Tears A Life ApartRegrets hold lies
As the lake of sorrow
Slowly grows
Til time ends

Tears fill with broken promises
Which slowly become regrets
Where a stone heart will appear
Taking the love which dwells
Under your soul
Away as it tears a life apart

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My music is your medicine
The only thing that keeps me sane
When someone takes the music away
I will fight all night and day to return my music
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Sometimes you feel like dying
So I just sit there crying
But then I hear it ringing loud
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I scream at you: This is not what you want to do!
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All the perfects moments are wrong
All the precious pieces are gone
Everything that mattered is just
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Did you hide yourself away?
I can't see you anymore
Did you eclipse another day?
I used to wake up to the colour of your soul

Did you hide yourself away?
Are you leaving through the ghost?
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Above the shadows so the world will never know?
The world will never know you like I do...

So many silent sorrows
You never hear from again
And now that you've lost tomorrow

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I'm here for you

by ~WafflesxSyrup, Oct 27, 2012, 9:47:11 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

I know it hurts for I've felt your pain
You want to give up
and let the enemies erase you
So I'm telling you now
That your life isn't over
There's still a chance to find happiness
and to have a smile

There's many who feel the same as you do
and I'm sure you know that is true
But did you know that I'm one of those people
who wishes they'd disappear?
I plaster a smile on my face around you
and everyone else
But inside it's cold and dark
and taken over by misery

So I'm telling you now
that all my words are true
I want to be the one
you run to when you're scared
I want to be the shoulder to cry on
when your broken down and alone
I'm always there for you with arms opened wide
please don't over look me now

I'll gladly push all my pain far away
if it would help you recover
And if all you need is a hug
then I'll hug you tight and not say a word
All I'm saying is you're not alone
I'm right here for you whenever you need me
because
I'm your friend

I'm here for youby ~WafflesxSyrup

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

Hmm...this was a sudden burst of insperation for me. I just felt like writing a poem that was a bit more about others than myself...and I truely mean everything I said in this poem.

I didn't really think of anyone in particular when I got the idea, but I thought of some people it could be meant for while writing it.
To those people, I really am there for you....even If I may be falling apart I want to be able to help you first...for you're more importent to me then anyway.

Yes! Also! I'm sorry if it's written a little weird!

I'm practicing trying different formats...I ususally do the same ryhming AA BB format and I wanted to try not rhyming as much, I do hope it still works though!